Saturday, March 30, 2013

Dear Charlie 1

O fuck am i high?
I haven't smoked in a decade or so....
Shall i dare open my eyes???
Shall I dare look in to the devils eyes??
Eyes open and all i see...……..
I blink i blink frantically.....
O fucking, shit, darkness is all i see....
Am i blind or is this shit finally blinding me???
I’m lying down and I open my eyes……..
blink blink..... the darkness blinding.
This is not literal so follow along
its always easy to figuratively loose me.
This hypocrisy, the double standard.
This affirmation that normal is my only choice.
It’s suffocating…… God I am screaming.
This is not me, but who am I in a world that didn’t dare define me.
The world that did, I left behind…….And now I am in this world left blind... and in many ways BEHIND

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